the method of demons pt. 3
The method of demons is tricky. They keep you focused on self. It sounds like a good thing to do; unfortunately, it has its problems. You keep your focus self-centered; they can actually use that to box you up and seal you and keep you anxious, depressed, and possibly suicidal. Not a nice thing to experience. Be patient with yourself, stay hopeful, carry on, but here's good solution - something to slowly work on. What's the solution then? Unfocus yourself off of self to get you outside of yourself. Some people walk outside. Some people pray inside to get their focus on God. (Or maybe just pick up a book. TV? youtube? Facebook? What the heck I know about what gets you out? Maybe you should laugh. Look at me, I'm funny. Don't you find me funny? I am very funny. Dammit, laugh at me! Oh well, suit yourself.) Get out, get out, get out. Give yourself a break. Forget about yourself and leave it all behind. Root yourself in God, your family, your friends. Your self ...